Random Thought

Most of the time,

I have many things going on in my head,

As well as in my chest,

But,

I am still unable to choose which one I want to address first.

I don't know,

That is the truth.

On the outside,

I can still smile,

I can still laugh like a fool,

I can still sing my hearts out,

Dancing like nobody cares.

On the inside,

I am breaking,

I am torn apart,

The feeling of emptiness starts to flooding me,

And I am about to drown,

I don't know how to swim,

Irony.

I don't know.

If only I can show you the heart of mine,

To prove to you how bad I am injured inside,

You will be surprised witnessing the damages you had done to me,

If only I am strong enough to present it to you.

But, I don't know.

It is useless effort,

Just to take out my heart and prove it to you,

I love my heart,

I will keep it inside there,

So as the destructions had done to it,

Time will heal, they say.

I believe them.

Time will heal.

P/S - Random thought as I don't know what else to do apart from thinking random things. Confuse, aye?