Quick Life Update 1

Salam w.b.t and hello everyone.

How are you guys doing? I am doing great. Salam Ramadhan dear readers, and I hope we fully utilise this blessed month to do many good deeds and consequently increase our faith to Allah S.W.T.

I think, from now on, I will put "Quick Life Update #" for any entries related to myself development. Workloads, responsibilities, and pressure at work have started swamping myself since few weeks ago. Thus, I do not think I will have much time to babble here. Haha…

Everyday, except Sunday, I go to work around 7 am, and go home around 5 pm. On Saturday, it is half day. Sometimes, I need to stay back a little late to settle things and so far, there was one time I go home around 8 pm. Then, normally after Isyak, around 9.30 pm, I go to sleep.

Apart from one project I am handling before, I got another project to in charge. Also got 4 tanks, but much, much bigger vessels. Therefore, two projects ongoing under my care. The second project is at procurement stage, I need to do calculations, planning, and everything in order to buy materials for the tank fabrication. Actually, this project is behind the schedule and I was not even started working at the company when the project should have started. When everything behind the schedule, everyone is panic, chase everyone to expedite everything, and I am the person in charge will be chased by everybody. Besides, I need to communicate and deal with the client. I don’t say I do not do mistakes at work, I do mistakes. I do mistakes, and I learn from it. Otherwise, we will never learn anything, right?

Despite of many challenges, yes, I am still doing fine and under control :)

Below is the picture of Spray Dryer, Miss Lau's project. The biggest project ever taken by the company and this spray dryer was on its way to be delivered to client's site. I feel honoured to see its fabrication process and being delivered to client.

Part of the team

The spray dryer installed at Palmamide, the client

What else?

Some of you might be wondering why I do not update about myself at FB or IG, why writing at Blog.

I think I want to slowly distance myself from FB and IG. And maybe, maybe, on one fine day, I will deactivate them or delete them. I want to reduce any updates on social media because it might hurt others. For instance, when you proudly post on FB/IG like, "Alhamdulillah, finally I got job at ***. My dream comes true, finally", "Yey, I am pregnant!", "Yes, I am going to London for vacation", etc. etc.

When people read this, they might also feel happy for you. But, if misfortunate person read this, I can feel that they will start to compare others achievement with their self. You know what, it feels really bad when you keep comparing yourself with other's life, and without you realise, you will start blaming yourself, "Why not me, why he/she?", "They are very lucky, I am cursed", etc. etc. And I can confidently say that living everyday in the situation where you keep beating up yourself is absolutely AWFUL. I experience it first hand.

I have decided to stop comparing my life with others' life and to start live my life. In the meantime, I do not want to make others feel awful. Apart from that, I want to avoid myself from feeling riak or proud when post something on social media.

That’s why I write here. If people want to know about me, they can always find me here. The blog here, is my long term commitment. So, I will try my best to keep update and be sincere in every entry. Probably, when I have kids, they can read here and somehow, inspire them. Hahahahaha….I am laughing out loud.

I think that’s all for now, folks. Take care and lets crank up our Ibadah in this holly month.

Salam w.b.t and bye.

P/S -No P/S for now.